Oh fuck it I can't do this anymore.

I can't afford this flat, this course, my car insurance, the petrol, access to the Internet, my landline, my mobile, my overdraft or my credit card.

I can't move flats as I don't have enough money for a deposit. I can't cancel my car insurance or change insurers because I can't afford to pay off the outstanding sum of money. I can't pay off my credit card because the interest has mounted up so much that I can't afford it. I can't get rid of the car because my Mum will go mental if I do, and even then I can't afford to get rid of the car because train tickets to Newbury and back are £40 with a railcard.

I'm stuck in a low paying job in an expensive flat, suffering vast car insurance premiums and credit card repayments on a maxed-out overdraft with no way of getting myself out of all this shit.